December 2011
47 posts
Anonymous asked: was your post about Bradley?
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I refuse to settle for anything less than what I...
Maybe others will. Maybe one day youll realize what youre doing & change. But I wont be around to find out.
Anonymous asked: how was ur Xmas? did u have fun in vt?
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Having the strength to walk away is such a...
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Even after all this time, no one has the ability to make me happier or make the tears fall faster than you.
sometimes, you have to tell her sweet things. not...
Anonymous asked: Do you miss him or want him back?
The Calm After the Storm
The quiet lull of emotions . When tears are no longer threatening to break free. Sadness is no longer busting at the seams to overcome you. When you realize you have done all you can do & youre perfectly content with that. Perfectly content in the calm after the storm.
hello familiar sleepless nights.
I can not help but feel like I walked right in to the same twisted game again. at least no one knows. so no one can say “I told you so”. :/
2:06am
I dont know what to think. I dont really know how to feel about it all. I do know how I dont want to feel. Although, I think it may be a little inevitable if we keep it up. I have the certainty of the past. Can I leave that behind for the unfamiliar opportunities the past could hold?
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All in all, at the end of the day, the only...
Thats what I’m going to keep in mind.
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Its like the sky has opened up
& let its fury out on my heart.
Just knowing youve completed Ranger school sent emotions through my body Ive never experienced before. All of the months of what ifs crashing to an abrupt stop. Ill be faced with reality in less than 4 days. I thought I was so sure of the future I did not want. Isnt it funny how things change?
If you could only recognize the damage you caused.
She was already beautiful. Now she is beautifully broken.
Anonymous asked: In your video, you wrote that you hate when people walk away (or whatever you put, because I'm too lazy to watch it again) did he walk away or not. What's going on with you two? I don't have you on fb but you two always were on here for as long as I've followed you (forever) and why didn't you mention him in the video? There was some sweet things you put of other people....
Anonymous asked: how important is jake to you? honestly. this isn't him or anyone you would think. But I've always been intrigued by your relationship.
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I'm Jealous.
Yes, I am lady enough to admit when I am jealous. Yes, I have faults. No, being jealous doesnt make me some sort of psycho bitch of a person. It just simply means I have feelings & to be quite honest, you should be flattered. Its almost a relief to me in a way. I am still capable of feeling. Even if I choose to turn it off the majority of the time.
Thats what I thought anon.
Good try.
Anonymous asked: ask me something only i would know =]. i still love you amber
Anonymous asked: walter
lessthanxthree asked: i watched your video thingy and once again id like to state that you are so freaking beautiful.
Anonymous asked: who is that?
Anonymous asked: u dont write on ur personal blog anymore ):
Anonymous asked: Ummmm beautiful body? Skinny doesn't mean beautiful.
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Someone, please get to know me. Not for the pretty face or the beautiful body that I posses. But for the deep mystery of a soul that I posses. Take the time to get to know the fragile person that so many before have carelessly hurt & cracked. & most of all; dont walk away. Because honestly, If I could trade the skinny, toned, & pretty face person I am, for a frumpy, non-pretty person,...