February 2011
67 posts
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January 2011
83 posts
Hi, I'm Amber.
I dont deal with emotions. They scare the hell out of me I run from things when I am scared. I have been cheated on, multiple times. Ive been lied to, hit, & verbally abused by guys. I have been a doormat & used more times than I can remember. I struggle with getting attached to people & have the hardest time letting people in. I feel like once I allow them to get to know me &...
Two in one night.
Ive never felt like a bigger piece of worthless shit.
Im good at disappearing;; watch me now.
“Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn’t make you...”
– Nicholas Sparks-The Last Song (via xolillyox)
Time to control the pain.
if I laid with you,
if I held you, like you used to hold me,
if I told you everything would be ok,
if I kissed your cheek & held your hand,
if I let you cry & wiped your tears away,
if I smiled at you & told you Ill stay with you until its over,
if you heard my voice or felt my heart beat once again,
would it ease your pain?
Iwould give anything to ease the pain you are...
Reach Out: Chances. →
tanimafool:
Once you give somebody a certain amount of chances to make things right with you, and they can’t seem to do so, you lose interest. It’s only natural to protect yourself from those who hurt you, no matter how much you love them. Sometimes you gotta do what’s best for yourself, and not for the…
Day 2; I love you
Day 2.
I couldnt think of many people that deserved to hear the phrase I love you, more than my father. He is the one person who, although is not perfect, has never let me down. He has stepped up for a complete stranger & completely changed my life. Him & I have been struggling a lot lately due to a poor decision on his part & its made him question his value as a person. When I first...
“You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe- maybe she was...”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via kenadiiii)
When a hug that lasts 00:00:20 is given to a girl,...
Fuck society. Fuck normality. Get piercings. Get...
7 minutes;
7 minutes spent in complete silence on your end.
it was so quiet but thousands of awful thoughts were rushing through my head
Everything will be ok. I love you & pray to God that is enough.
Dear Younger Me,
From what I can remember, you are energetic, crazy, full of life & spontaneity. You never hesitate to help others in need. You are gifted & hold all the potential anyone could ever wish for.You value your friendships, youre fascinated by science & the unknown, & dance is your burning passion.
Even though you still possess many of these qualities today, much of you has begun to...
“Don’t you love in vain ‘cause love won’t set you free.”
– Happy, Leona Lewis (via quote-book)
20 Day Realization Challenge. (Reposting)
-Eloquence’s 20 Day Realization Challenge.
Day 1 - Describe your current life using 1 words. Once you have that one word, write a paragraph using it to describe your situation.
Day 2 - Go face-to-face with someone you love, look them in the eyes, and tell them that you love them. If they think you’re just joking around or end up laughing, tell them you’re being serious and write about their...
“Cast your cares on the LORD
and he will sustain you;
he will never let
...”
– Psalm 55:22
Day 1 - Describe your current life using 1 words....
Chaotic.
Right now, everything in my life is changing. I am changing the way that I view & handle things. I have realized past mistakes & am working on realizing others. I am working on creating a life that I absolutely love to live, instead of just living for others. I am working on making myself happy & chasing after the dreams I have had instead of allowing them to be placed on...
It's hard to accept the fact that I cant change...
I'm captivated by you baby; like a firework show.
Confessions turn to rants
1. As much as I am not like most girls, that does not mean I dont possess any of their qualities. Perhaps the one that you specifically forget is that I have feelings. I am still a girl who needs to be reassured even when there is nothing really wrong. I still need to be told ‘I love you’ & ‘I miss you’ every single day & every night before bed. Sometimes wanting...
“people in love and soldiers in wartime are not bound by the rules of fair play”
– so true
I had something exremely exciting to tell you...
I waited for you to call me back like you said you would…
You never did..
Congratulations Amber.
“Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it’s what’s in...”
– Hope Floats
Grow Up.
The way that you are acting is making me sick. Your “eggo’s preggo”. & where do you get off saying that you wouldnt be phased if anything happened & you didnt have the baby? Its like a joke to you. Do you not realize the gift that you have been given? Sure, it may not be the best timing, but still That does not take away from the miracle of life. You made the decision,...
Forgive me, for no one ever taught me how to love....
Youuuu asked for it(:
Amber Marie: Fag
Bradley Jay; Suck it
Amber Marie: Cant, youre a fag.
Bradley Jay: Can, cause Im not
Amber Marie: Go jizz in some more condoms
Bradley Jay: Done did.
Prooooooffffffffff, nastayyyyy ass
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whatswithderek:
“Don’t lose who you are in the blur of the stars. Seeing is deceiving; dreaming is believing. It’s okay not to be okay. Sometimes it’s hard to follow your heart. Tears don’t mean you’re losing; everybody’s bruising. Just be true to who you are.”
—Jessie J.
You're a book with a good cover but a senseless...
I realized this rather quickly.
I hope you realize it one day & face the facts you are too scared to face.
