December 2010
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amberryo asked: Im sorry but i just got to tell you that you have the same first and middle name as me :) Just sayin'
Maybe its time.
You know when you try so incredibly hard for something? When you go out on a limb & take a chance youre not comfortable with? Something out of the norm for you, & you are made to regret that? Its that feeling of regret because the person doesnt even recognize the change you are making. They dont realize the risk you are taking & how special/lucky they are. You are making them the...
You've got some nerve.
& just to clear things up, you’re wrong.
But hey, I’d be jealous too. (:
WatchJust found this on my old photobucket.(:
Anonymous asked: He doesnt know how precious you are.
Im sorry;
PG
Im sorry I used your heart as a stomping ground after my last failed relationship. I know that you poured it out to me & let me in. I know that you are a genuine person with many dark skeletons in your closet. & I am sorry that I cannot be the girl that you expected me to be. I cant be that person to come in to your life & fix it. I have all the makings of that type of person, but...
Bird With A Broken Wing;;
It’s a very uncomfortable feeling when someone tells you that you have problems. When someone looks you in the eye & recognizes you are broken & hurt inside & not something that needs more damage. Its even worse when you recognize this yourself, but are unsure how to change things. At times I feel like I can take on the world & fix everyone else. I refer to it as the bird...
Escape.
I am by far not a force to be reckoned with tonight. It takes a lot to get me angry. Especially, this angry. Usually, I defuse a situation fast & move on. However, that is not the case with this situation. I would keep these thoughts in my head but this is a special occasion. & to put it frankly, you are not the type of person that deserves any ounce of respect from me. Therefor, Im...
Holidays.
Crackling inviting fires, the gathering of family & friends, your mother cooking all day filling the house with the incredible aroma of food that you just cant beat, warm cookies, joyful songs, & childrens laughter. Those are the things that come to mind when I think of Christmas & the holidays.
Then, there is the other things I think of. The uninviting yet inevitable reality I face...
I constantly repeat myself
but the words never seem to stick in your head.
Please dont say you understand where Im coming from,
when in reality, you dont
Im sick of being hurt for the same damn reason;
By almost everyone.
If you cant take my feelings in to consideration
all of the time, not just sometimes, Im out.
“Cause I heard Jesus he drank wine
And I bet we’d get along just fine
He...”
Simplicity .
Ill admit to opening a present early today. When I arrived at my fathers, he told me there was a box in his room for me from my Grandfather. I haven’t heard from my Grandfather for over three months. I debating for about a millisecond about waiting until tomorrow to open the box but decided against it.
I had a lot of mixed emotions about opening the box. Most would think its just another...
Christmas just isn't complete without you;;
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Just the beginning
justthebeginning
What you did today, is a beautiful new beginning. It wont be this hard forever. And I promise you that. & no matter what, Ill be there to help you through it all. Every laugh, every cry, every time you take your anger & frustration out on me, Ill be there. Im so proud of you for the person that you are & the person you will now become. I pass on to you the best...
My drug.
Sometimes, I feel like I cant catch a break. Unexpected seemingly small snags just keep happening that I wish I could prevent. But there is just no way to see them coming. They appear harmless but are secret dark weapons that only tare at my damaged heart more.
I want to just drop those who dont treat me how I know I deserve to be treated. Those who continue to hurt me. Those who take me for...
Anonymous asked: Whats up with you and Bradley?
Unfinished & Unimportant
“Do not attach people to objects, places, songs, etc.”
This is some advice that a friend of mine from work gave me. A piece of advice that stuck in my mind for a few days & really had me thinking. I know I am entirely too guilty of this. I hear a song on the radio & instantly my mind is flooded with memories which can either cause me to turn up the song & sing right along,...
"You're tarnished. But in time, you'll shine as...
Thank you Adam
Selfish;;
So what if you dont agree with what I am doing? What I am doing is creating happiness for myself. & from your selfish actions & the selfish acts of others, I have learned that this is the only way I can truly rely on to be happy. So, its what I will continue to do for as long as I need to. You dont need to agree or think that its “right”. I gave up caring about your opinion a...
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Sometimes, the thing that you want the most at that very moment, is the thing that is furthest from you obtaining. & Sometimes whats best for you is the last thing that you want.
Who knows where our hearts will lead us in the future, but right now, this isnt about my heart. I dont think your heart always knows best. Because your heart will lead you & continue fighting until it is broken...
Puerto Rico or South Padre?
hmm.?
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“you know what i think we are most afraid of? not knowing. not knowing whether...”
– My friend Caity’s facebook status right now.
Oh how true.
Hurt me with the truth,
But, don’t comfort me with lies.
Spilt Milk
Where to even start? Things fell apart again & to be honest, Im too exhausted to pick up the pieces. I am sick of being the same upset girl again & again. All because I let others control my happy. But all of that changes today. From this point on, I am taking complete control of my happiness. I no longer want to allow people in far enough to hurt me. Not until I learn to control how much...
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Pretend
I dont need you.
It doesnt hurt.
Im not dying inside to scream out to you.
I dont want to be on the next flight out to see you. Just so I can jump in your arms & have you hold me & never let go.
This is whats best for you, so I can stick to it.
The sound of Zach speaking your name doesnt crush my heart. Especially some day knowing it will hurt his.
You having no emotion towards it at...
Numb.
Dear God, Please grant me the strength I need....
Dont you say 'I'm Sorry'
I thought I could bottle it up inside but the pressure is just too much. I dont want stupid apologies & sympathy. I simply want to just get this off my mind.
Late this afternoon I called Michelle (my biological mother) on break because I had a medical question to ask her. After getting the answer I was looking for & about 5 minutes of freak out she decided it was a good time to tell me...
“A friend took me to the most amazing place the other day. It’s called the...”
– Eat Pray Love
heytheresweetness asked: I wasn't aware we had any drama. it's funny how the people "involved" end up being the ones who don't know.